| - Swing Life Away|
So latly i have been thinking a lot.About everything that has happened in these past couple of years.Thinking in about a year and a half we will all have finally graduated from highschool.The one thing everyone has been looking forward to since middle school.But once it comes down to it,leaving high school is going to be one of the hardest things.Though probably not for everyone.We all have so many good memorys that will be left behind at your school.And it makes you start to think about all the good memorys you have shared with new/old friends.
Freshman year: Spending days with two amazing girls trying to make a commercial for drama but instead video taping conversations with people on the phone laughing about "T.P",standing outside my house yelling out I Love you to passing cars and having to run back in the house because the car is about to turn around.Being lucky enough to have P/E with every single one of your friends making it one of the best classes. Always a class that you looked forward to. Having everyone laying on each other on the ground waiting for the teachers to tell us to get in roll.Having fun getting out of having to play volley ball because we are the cheerleaders of the team and face it we arent to good at the game.Making the noises you hear those people make on t.v while playing badmitten.Going threw break ups together and hating people who's names start with the letter "N".Spending lunch time with your two best friends walking around in circles singing "Im bouncing off the walls again"and tons of Taking Back Sunday songs to pass the time away.Trying to write all the inside jokes you have with one person all over your arms with sharpie.And deciding the next morning that was the most stupidest idea we could have ever come up with.Meeting some great people at the mall,and spend tons of time with them coming up with who should go out with who.And cant forget tackling someone on the drama stage and it accidently being cut out.
Sophmore year: Meeting new people that who have forever changed your life.Waiting last minute to rehearse scenes but not doing half bad.What happens in drama stays in drama.Becoming friends with a guy just so that you can find out if he likes your friend.Cornmazes, enough said.Fun drama field trips making a teddy bear with friends.Learning that even though we have other friends nothing should ever come between us"the three musketeers".Even though you go to two diffrent schools,always knowing that person will always be there for you no matter what.Going threw a lot of tears from guys who where never worth your friends time.Break ups and make ups.Learning more and more about yourself everyday,something you never knew you felt.Fun times of i love penguins,Chicken legs,and he really needs a tan.Walking all the way to safe way to find face paint to be spirited for the rally.Stuffing your face with pizza and soda.New years eve also enough said.Hating valentines day together.Light night sleep overs just staying up talking.Realizing how much you honestly love those girls.Going threw tons of break downs in class but always seeming to find some way to laugh at yourself.Bugging the guys sitting next to you with a friend.Seeing who can get more hugs then the other person.Realizing you and your friend bought each other the exact same gift for valintines day.
Junior year:Everything falling appart right in front of your eyes.Wishing you could change the out come of things.
Senior year:yet to come.
In these past years i have made some memorys i will never ever forget.And a lot of things i regret.I have lost many friendships that meant the world to me.And though it may not seem like i care, i am crushed beyond words.Losing friendships over new friends coming into your life and pushing the old ones out.And not realizing how much you are hurting them. Over boys and so many other reasons.If i could go back and fix these friendships i would.I would do anything for a second chance.But i will always have my memorys with these people that i will never forget. And now realizing some things i will always love every single one of these people always
Why is it that everyone is so quick to judge,that just because thats not the way you would have done things or you would have never tried that,that we look down on a person.Instead of realizing people all do things diffrently and there is no one right way.Some people learn things from other peoples mistakes,and some need to make the mistakes themselves and that is how they are going to grow as a person.And there is nothing wrong with that.
I have no idea where all this came from,so i put it in a place where it is less likely to be read,but not something that i am trying to hide.I have just had a lot of time to think.